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Anxietysomething is happening
my heart pounds
my mind races
the claws retract
and I am left here
hungry for more
Older...Desire came when the rage subsided,
My ears stopped ringing
and I regained clarity
This is not an epiphany
or a butterfly after the struggle,
I am not looking for a fight,
just a riot of emotions
I am older,
Been fucked over enough times
to look back
and never regret
Living to a beat
simply short and sweet
I almost hit delete
please keep your receipt
Blah Blah Blahblah, blah, blah
holes in the meaning
no one to validate statements
or correct punctuation
blah, blah, blah
where you or I could be
and a page
wasted from my pile
A warm placeopened my eyes to see nothing
but the world I once loved
and with a cry I fell to the ground.
I moved the earth
I sank right in
I did no wrong
touched just enough to feel it forever
and never forget the hands, so fragile
I saw his face
I can't stop now
I am still within
Ripped from my hands and broken to shards
and like dirt, has been swept away
I lived just once
I loved too much
and now there is nothing left
Cowardcelebrated this unrequited crush
with a bottle and yourself
pretended to reach for me
and every body else
ran and hid yourself away
with nothing, alone and in bliss
and twisted the knife
with the shallow virtue in your kiss
stole my faith and made me bleed
chaos keeps you protected
buried in the landslide contradiction
with the emotions you injected
you never looked back to see
you never said goodbye
but I never shed a tear that night
a coward could never make me cry
I think I think I'm faking it.Please hug me,
Please remove the razor from my clenched fist
where it tugs at the seams of my fragile skin
Please tell me I'm beautiful, special, the only me there'll ever be.
Please look at me.
LOOK AT ME!
Please look at me, not my body, nor my hair, nor my face.
Please hold me,
And bandage my hand,
And kiss my old scars,
And love me.
(If only just a little)
Please hug me.
Social NetworkingTwitter is for telling the world every single thing you do.
Facebook is for saying the thoughts that only you choose.
Formspring is for your self esteem to be attacked with a strafe.
and Tumblr is the only place that can be called safe.
NelophobiaHer heart was the same color as nightmares.
She spoke in her sleep, whispering early on
when things were uncertain; then sometime
around midnight, the screaming began.
Her body was the closest thing to bloodless.
She ran her fingers through the night sky
and told it to stand still; then sometime
around sunrise, she was smothered.
Her room's walls were marked with mayhem.
She drew tiny pictures all over her body
so that her thoughts could breathe; then sometime
in the near future, they found her.
Her soul was made of white glass.
She compiled the shards in the shape of roses
because they smell like dishonesty; then sometime
in the past, she began to fear.
black blooms.It does not stand for death.
It is clear that all of us find pain in light - however bright -
and warmth in the dark.
Their thorns belong with the black satin
unlike other coloured roses
whose thorns seem cunning, hidden amongst the happy petals.
It could be a night sky barren of stars.
If it is, and the constellations truly are falling,
I hope you catch the stardust.
War 1 Redux: Chapter 16
War 1 Redux
"This is ridiculous." HACK complained.
"Deal with it." said Sigmund. "as long as we have a Temp. Peace Treaty with you, you'll have to learn to deal with it."
"But do I have to carry you?"
Sigmund was getting a little too rambunctious for his own good. He was riding on HACK's shoulders, treating him like a horse.
"Yes. You do. Now *Lone Ranger voice* onward, Seabiscuit."
That was the last straw. HACK let go of Sigmund, making him fall off his back and hit the ground.
"I do not blame you for that." said Leon.
Sigmund Gasped. "I think you broke my spine." he twitched.
Begin Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVnTWeKyroc Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep Final Mix - Night in the Dark Dream
Nectus flew above in the skies while the group walked though the Realm of Darkness. This group comprised of Leon, Nectus, Sera, Sora, Kairi, Sigmund and HACK. They entered a temporary truce with him after saving him from a feral Heartless Sora dubbed
lalalalaso i'm just sitting here thinking
cause thinking's mostly what i do
when i'm not with you
and i'm thinking about you. (which is mostly what i do
when i'm not with you)
and i think: jesus. she is nice. she is a nice girl.
and i think: maybe we will be married one day. hold our brand new babies with shaking hands and shaking knees and press a little child between our shivering bodies.
i am dead sometimes but
dead is not what i do
when i am with you
Dream SequenceI'm in here,
inviting you in.
Telling you secrets and little white lies
giving in to the silly games we play
Have you ever climbed out of a hole to find there was never anything else to escape?
Trapped in a paradise that we created,
but your not here
and it is slowly falling apart
I screamed at you from a dream.
"Look at me, tell me what you see..."
My finger runs unnaturally slow across your cheek. "And don't waste words like pretty."
My eyes engaged yours and implored you to feel
and let your words come easy
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